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If someone were to ask me about my experience with the Playbutch photo shoot, I'd probably describe it as surreal. I walked into that space feeling like a dork, and by the time we left I was strutting around like a damned rooster! I was so self-conscious about my appearance. So many things were running through my head, so many things that I hadn't thought about until then: "Is the camera lens wide angle enough to fit my ass? Or, what happens if the photos are sent to my parents' house by accident?! God, what the hell am I doing thinking that I can do this?! No one wants to see me naked!" When it came time to start Zille (Alexi's femme wife and one of the site photographers) went slowly and talked me through the whole thing. I felt the nervousness lift, only to be replaced by a giant cloud of narcissism. The more she smiled and commented on how hot the pictures looked, the more I demanded to see them for myself. That ego boost took a long, long time to wear off. It was well worth it, and I hope to do it again! |
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